University Life

Hi readers, it's been awhile I didn't post anything. well here am i. to be exact, today is the second week for me in university. To be honest, its kinda excited yet still confusing. i dont know why but for now own, I believe that the course that i taken is not refunable. not really sure about the contact but yeah I should not regret about my choice. I took microbiology as my major course. actually, I feel so excited because being the only one non muslim student here. I'm rare and endangered. Please apologise me the way i write this story because there is no marking hehe.

I have mixed feeling about everything, weather its worth? to be honest, i feel scared. i met few cute persons. i think im in love with they. i called it as an attachment issues. they always treat me special or it just my feeling. i will not spill anything about that person but their present reminds me about someone special. its like a season two, recaps again. i miss that particular person but we need to cut our connection due to some reason. Love that person. i missed the memory but not the person because we became stranger again. okay done with that. its actually really drained my energy because im such a people pleasure types. #doneclaim.

First and second week was not that good, i got discriminate by the local community because of my differences. And of course I cried. Another thing was, I feel weird because I never experienced of home sick, its normal? I dont know too. but at the other perspective i believe that we should appreciate ......