A promise to myself

A promise to myself, seems like a strong statement with high dedication. Yet I'm still figuring out. So basically few days before i got an offer for my undergrad study but unfortunately it wasn't the courses that i was aim for. I was expecting much and even count the probability about courses that i would get. Bare in mind i was working for about 6 months and i think it is the time for me to have a fresh start. I was taking diploma in Microbiology before where mainly we learned about biology stuff which i love most. At the end i was offered with Bachelor degree of Tech Chemical Engineering (Biotechnology Industry) at UniMAP. I was shocked obviously, I told my parents about it. They didn't say anything much but from what i can see they just okay with any decision that I'm taking. So after a long consideration, discussion and thought, i made my own decision which is i reject the offer.

Tadaa, I'm rejecting my offer!!

There are so much cons rather than the pros. Firstly, the location was a bit off which the university is located at the most northern part of Malaysia, Perlis. I'm worry, i don't think i should take the risks. I have to be there for 4 years, and study something that i wasn't interested on. It was a turning point which i have to dive into the engineering field. Bare in mind I'm a Bio'er person. I love biology especially microbiology. I would not trade it for something that i have no souls in it. So what's my plan? I have decided to take some break (postpone my study) for another 6 months which i will enter through sec intake. So which me luck! Funny thing i already knew what course would I choose.

I already checked few website and found out only UiTM and UPSI is in my mind. Perhaps i would register for both uni and see which one would i get later. As i said earlier if i stayed in bio field, it can be one of the crucial way for me to achieve my dream. I wanna be a scientist. A researcher, this field is very crucial. Nobody is willing to survive. I love this career and i know by putting my heart on it wouldn't enough. I have to make it come true with effort and discipline. Probably i would become a lecture soon. After i finished my post-grad journey. Ohya since Sarawak is develop its disease center it would be one of the best opportunity for me to expand my skills and serve my own region.

But everything wouldn't be possible if i didn't get my degree first. So yeah i think it is a big deal for me to not accepting the offer for the betterment of my future. I'm might start late but who cares. It's my own life and my own path. The moon never apologize for rising after the sun yet the moon is still adores by surrounding. So with that i think that's the end of my sharing. For the life i have yet to live, the place i have yet to see and the person i have yet to become, I choose myself.